

Foresight Despair and malignant adorationForesight by ~Twisted-Resisdance
Virtues of our desperate generation
I'm looking but all my friends are gone
Consumed by their own cancerous lives
Eating them all
Nothing left but shadows
Pale specters
Bleached by the decay of the soul
Cleansed beyond recognition
Not the cleansing of the righteous
but of genocide
Scorched earth
Torn by our own selfish passions
Indifference to the sorrows of today
Bleeds us of humanity
What's left is in you and me
Do we have the strength to care?


Smiles I sit here in my own sunny hell,Smiles by ~Twisted-Resisdance
Smiling when I catch myself,
Start to lose hope in plans and wishes and dreams
I burn those thoughts from the inside out
Wishing rain would come crashing down
And drowned all those ugly thoughts and worries
I open my eyes
And the room it still spins
Me thinks the cinnamon roll wins
Ring ring in my ear
It's my honey dear
She thinks I'm too tired to talk
Maybe hearing your voice makes me feel better
She hung up the phone
Why'd I let her


Closed Again Open mouthed indecisionClosed Again by ~Twisted-Resisdance
hope is something I'm wishing for
If only I could speak my mind
But I'm talking through a door
Closed against my words and thoughts
Key to all my hearts desires
Is my souls destruction what you sought
Just burn me in your lovely fire
I can't help calling, begging please
To feel my heart turn to a spiral
I know it keeps you close to me
So I'll sit over here and spin a while
Although it rips a little at a time
It's really not a crime
| Okey dokey.... My name is Phillip and my friends call me .... well Phillip....or Phil or Philipe or any other derivative of the name. I'm currently a 20 year old resident of Center, North Dakota. I'm planning on changing that with the end of Summer. I'm also going into the nursing program to become an RN and maybe Nurse Practitioner in the future....I am dating the most amazing girl I've ever met... I don't really know how else to describe her since well she's everything to me and there's too much to say in this little thingy...(plus she doesn't believe most of what I say |
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B*tch, please! I can eat that cake by myself.
The Boss treats us like mushrooms.... We're kept in the dark & fed with bullshit
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I honestly don't know what frightens me worse me going under or you not being there
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I honestly don't know what frightens me worse me going under or you not being there
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I know not all that may be coming, but be it what it will, I'll go to it laughing. ♣
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I honestly don't know what frightens me worse me going under or you not being there
Yours has a little "blank stare" face in it because you haven't uploaded a picture. XP
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I know not all that may be coming, but be it what it will, I'll go to it laughing. ♣
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I honestly don't know what frightens me worse me going under or you not being there
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art for art's sake
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It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me